Tuesday, October 16, 2007

My soft spot

I just don't know how to say no to this little girl of mine. She gets me every time. As hard as I try to say no and try to discipline her, she gets all loving and affectionate with me and I melt and I give in. We went shopping today and everytime we go out, she'll always come home with something in her hand. But right now, I'm having some 'issues' with Rayanne. I think because of all the attention she gets, she's become spoiled, and wants her way. She's also suffering from major separation anxiety. This is her second year of school and she's been crying everytime I drop her off at. Even with her first day of dance class, she cried! I know that there has been alot of changes going on around her, and there's a part of her that feels like I'm leaving her. But I can't blame her , I know alot of her separation anxiety stems from when I was pregnant with her and what Mommy was going through at the time. And I guess that's why I have that soft spot for her.

But Rayanne is the most affectionate girl I know. If you truly 'got her', you can count on her telling you she loves you, about a million times. She also loves to cuddle and to be hugged . She's definitely my miracle baby and she's also been my 'ray of hope'.

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